Heart Breaking

My heart is breaking once again. I think that I do fairly well most of the time holding it together, but we all reach our breaking point. I called Hospice today to find out what we need to do to get my mom in their system. Once again, I CALLED HOSPICE. for my DYING mother. I want to go to sleep and wake up 6 months ago. 6 months ago I was pregnant, my mom was fine and my 14yo cat was still here.

Here we are, no baby or pregnancy, Little Bit is dead and I called Hospice for my dying mother. I know that I will get through this, I just hope I will come out of it in one piece. Because my heart has shattered into a thousand pieces.